I'm so tired.
So sleepy.
So lazy :(

Little gym girl.

I wish I would've weighed myself in the beginning.
I'm really just measurement driven though, not weight.

wish measurements.

34
27
42

their measurements.

 

Kim Kardashian: 34-26-39

Victoria Secret Model: 34-24-35

Black Chyna:32-26-41

Nicki Minaj: 34-26-45

I wanna be two piece ready.

May.. or Springbreak? O _ o

My friend wants to get these when we're in shape. I'm not getting one till my belly is 31" ; )

can't get under 35" waist

Yes! I can!!! That's my goal for this week : )
I've been working out all weekend and eating pretty well.
(slipped w/ McDonalds last night) .... still trying not to eat lots of fast foods, which I'm doing good at!
I'm going to continue to workout w/ my friend whenever she asks me.. engaging in long walks and cleaning. Just keeping myself active : ) & maybe doing some ab workouts "On Demand"

I am so angry.

I just want to eat

horrible.

I just stuffed hot fries, two chocolate covered pretzels, a muffin and some juice down my throat : /

slim waist.

things to do when bored and want to eat.

exercising can be boring, yes I agree.
That's why it's not something I prioritize to do.
But I feel like I need to stay active and it's even harder in the winter because it's cold and it becomes kidnapping dark by six.
But I thought I'd try to come up w/ a list of six ACTIVE things I could do when I get bored, that doesn't have to deal w/ spending any money or driving any where.

1. DANCING, DANCING, DANCING. 
• I may suck at dancing, but doesn't mean I can't laugh at my horrible dance moves and attempt to improve them and "think" I look sexy for my best friends : )
2. CLEANING!!!!
• My room is always a mess. I have the "blessing" of cleaning the kitchen every day and there's always room to straighten up everything else.
3. WALKING.
• Yeah, it's pretty cold outside - but if I bundle up enough and take my dog w/ me... I think I'll have a different opinion about things.
4. CLEANING ----- MYSELF!
• Have you ever heard brushing your teeth makes you not want to eat? Plus, it makes your teeth pretty.
• Curly hair needs a boost? Work those arms and try out new styles!
• Shower, shower, shower. (Plus, I know I'm not the only dancer/singer/rapper in the shower)
5. DOGGY STYLE
• I have the stinkiest dog in the world, I could begin washing her weekly.. (actually her breath stinks!)
6. CLEANING MY CAR
• This is one I'm good at : ) I like to clean my car about once a week, but in the winter that's something harder to accomplish... try again!

You have any ideas of things you can do to keep your mind off the chocolates?

: )

I'm aiming for 34" & some extras ( a little under 35" ) waist by Friday! I don't know if I'll be able to do it because I am hella lazy, and I don't know how well I can fight hunger. My friend has been going hard in the gym and I've been pushed to come to softball skits. So I may start working out w/ my friend again, instead of twice a month like I've been doing, more like twice a week & I'll begin going to softball. I want to be bikini ready for springbreak : ) Even if I'm not wearing a bikini...

 I really want to make this ....

My friend wants to get belly rings, and I want a 31" waist before I do : ) but she's waiting till May...and I'm sure I can meet that goal way before MAY. I also wanna be cute for prom! I'd die if my waist ever hit a 29" O_O I'm really fine w/ everything except my guy :P

keep starving or NOT to keep starving.

I packed myself a lot of cheese n' crackers to eat during the day.
Plus a lunch, like I used to make ; sandwhich, chips, cookies and apples.
Hmmmmmmm

what went in my body today.

I had lasagna companied by cheddar ruffle chips (instead of breadsticks) I know, weird combo... but it taste good.

& chocolate covered pretzels.

I'm getting hungry again, but I might fight it w/ a big glass of water.. or should I find a nibble? I think I'll just go w/ the water.

bod.

sleep schedule.

I want to get a good sleep schedule.
Slowly begin working my way up to going to sleep by 10.

not eating as much as usual.

I ate a little less than usual for breakfast. & about a little less than usual for dinner. No lunch like usual on Sunday. I hope my eating habits continue to decrease : ) Getting ready for college is freaking me out. I just wish I knew where I was going so I could prepare myself in that direction!

what goes in your body gotta come out &_&

So far all I've eaten today is Chika-fila... it's almost for O'clock and I've been up since 9:30 give or take some.

my waist ♥

I've been measuring it every morning...
& I began at a 37" - now it's a little under a 36" ♥
about 5" to go : )

boobage.

pretty demi.

change.

hungry already.

Good thing we don't have any snack foods. This is way harder than I though, & we don't even have any fruit. Maybe when my Dad wakes up he can take me to go get some so I can make a bunch of little fruit salads to have handy at all times : ) I need a new water bottle too. I keep craving tacos and lasagna. "a moment on the lips, a life time on the hips" is finally starting to come into play in my head. I used to not be able to gain wait, but looking at my 31" then, and my 37" now.. I see where I started to gain weight. It's even become uncomfortable (double chin feels funny when I look certain ways). I want a actual scale to see how much I loose and gain in numbers as well as measurements.

the fruit starve diet x motivation

I wanna go on a fruit diet until I get a new job just to shrink my stomach. So that means if I really want to eat regular food then I'll keep trying hard to get a new job, but I could get a new job like tomorrow (applied to jobs already) but then again it could be a whole month. I think it'll be fun, because I like challenges. Except on Sundays (to make sure I get proper amount of nutrition). Water and fruit, only : )

Motivation : ]

I wanna be a size 9, 30 inch waist.

I really just want to have a great swimsuit body : )

I was on such a good track.

: ' (

I need a free gym pass.. that last forever.