I AM FAT AS FUCK.

NO REALLY.
THIS IS CRAZY!
WHY ME?
& WHY AM I TOO LAZY?
I SCARED TO FUCK UP MY HAIR BUT THEN I'M LAZY.
I'M JUST FRUSTRATED W/ MY LIFE?
I'M LOSING ALL TONE!!!!!!!
I'M LAZY!
I NEED A WORKOUT PARTNER.
I'M GETTING NECK FAT!!! DOUBLE CHIN.
I'M OUT OF CONTROL.
I USED TO BE ABLE TO STARVE MYSELF, BUT I COULDN'T IF I TRIED. I'M TOO EMOTIONAL. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE.
I DON'T HAVE A GYM PASS, CAN'T AFFORD ONE.
I'M BROKE. I THINK I'M STRESSED/DEPRESSED SO THAT'S ADDING ON THE FAT!!!

I'M JUST ABOUT TO TRY REALLY HARD TO GET A JOB, I THINK THAT'LL HELP CHANGE ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND OH I HAVEN'T BEEN ACCEPTED TO THE SCHOOL I NEED TO BE ACCEPTED INTO.
I'M JUST FUCKED UP RIGHT NOW - AND BEING FAT IS NOT HELPING. FUCKKKKKKK!